it was about the start of school any Atokiana was all ready to go.she packed her backpack up and left for the bus..Im Atokiana the age (19)just going into high school..this is my story..a story of which i miss...a story of which i wish just lasted longer...i didn't know what i had done..maybe you were just feeling mad..angry or sad...but That didn't mean you had to take it out on me.this is a story for you my best friend.

"good morning Azuaka!!"

"oh..hey...."

"what's wrong..?"

"Nothing."

"but you seem down.."

"NOTHING IT"S NOTHING OKAY?!JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!"

"i-...okay..i'll let you be.."i said softly..my mind pounding with fear..i wouldn't even want to imagine life without Azuka..My mind wouldn't stop pounding with fear and thoughts throughout the school days..i couldn't focus in class..i was just so worried...

"Atokiana Sana Please stay after school."

"you called me ma'm?"is there something you need?"

"No,I'm just a bit concerned...Your grades have been dropping..That's not like you.."

"I just.."i sighed

"I just haven't been getting enough sleep that's all!"i lied..i didn't know how to tell her about what was really going on..i wouldn't want to get Azuka (my bff)in trouble anyways...

"Oh,Ok..Just try to get some rest okay?"

"Yes ma'm"

"You are Excused!"

"Thank you."

All the way i walked home..I couldn't stop thinking about the last weeks of school..Azuka hasn't even talked to me once..I felt like i did something wrong..i felt guilt and shame..Out of no where i felt bitter,cold,afraid,Miserable..If i could just had known what made her so angry,so Frustrated Towards me.I could Go back to the real me..I called my friend Talia maybe she would know how to handle this.

"hey!"

"hey Girl!!"

"Nothing much..actually..."

"You seem worried.."

"Yeah..Azuka Hates me now."

"WHAT?!She's your best friend!!"

"i know..It Surprises me to."

"When did this start?..."

"I wish i knew"

"but didn't you-"

"i have no idea what i did!"

"okay..okay calm down.."

i started to cry..i tried to hold it in longer but it all came out at once..i truly felt like a baby by doing this..My Brother told me that crying shows weakness..but it felt better to get it out now..then later..

"have you tried talking to Her?.."

"I don't bother..."

"it might help...you know..that way you can express how she's making you feel."

"I don't bother..Even if i did she wouldn't listen to a word i say."

"How do you know..?have you tried..?"

i mumbled "No.."

"Well can you at least try to..?"

"Iv'e tried asking her to play with me after school.."

"and..?"

"she doesn't respond."

"well was she busy.?"

"NO!SHE WASN"T DOING ANYTHING!!"

"Okay okay!no need to yell!"

"i-..sorry.."

The day after that (Thursday) i lost it.i couldn't take her stupid games anymore..she has been ignoring me for 6 straight weeks!this is the first time iv'e ever done this before..but i could't let the anger Flow Through my flesh anymore..

So i fought her....

(after school)

i ran to catch up with azuka i felt the red anger flowing through my skin and up my head.it has destroyed my entire brain..i couldn't feel the thoughts anymore.i tackled her down to the ground.i punched she punched.i Pulled her hair she pulled mine.i bit she bit back.i kicked she kicked.I Pushed she pushed.

"WHAT IN THE WORLD IS GOING ON HERE?!"

"YOU TWO MY OFFICE NOW." 

as me and Azuka Walked down the cold long halls of the school..We didn't have the guts to stare or look at each other..until she finally spoke to me.

"I hope you know,I hate you now."