this book is about a girl named Kemiyah 

She was a lonely girl she had no friends but she loved the anime Naruto because of its great characters like Naruto and Rock Lee she admired them because they never give up.

she cut her self and often thought about ending it all but she was scared to not because of herself but because of her family she didn't want her family to live with that regret of knowing they could have stop it she thought if know one wants you what's the point in living so she decided to do it one day but she wanted to do it in the slowest way possible so she decided to drink bleach.

as she was pouring the bleach she heard the Family's car pull into the driveway then she began to panic she rushed to pour it and then without thinking she drunk it every last drop and then her mom walked in and Kemiyah was in the kitchen so her mom saw her she took one look at the cup and then the bleach and knew what was going on.

And then began to cry as she was crying she was saying ''I'm sorry I failed you please forgive me'' as soon as Kemiyah saw and heard her say that she knew that she made a mistake and then her dad walked in not knowing what was going on he asked Kemiyah but she did not want to worry her Dad too so she ''said I don't know''