the lost SOULS

         thank you's: to my good  friends, Madison Lovich and Dani Mgouvourne!

                   and me coz they did nothing

           the lost souls

              forgotten universes

September 6, 1983

 I don't have much to write about today, because I didn't do much, but I went to my friends house to listen to a few new songs  it was fun, but I didn't stay very long,, I also think I just found my new favourite song its called: "Girls just wanna have fun"

it just got released today. And we went to the beach and got bubble tea it as so nice! and it was a beautiful day!

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7th September 1979

... My friends said those songs are getting OLD  I guess I'm just old. its somehow already getting, I don't know...  Just weird, too weird it kind of feels like,  this is going to sound weird, but, its kinda like I'm clipping out of existence. does that make sense? I guess not. I'm okay though! I'm probably just imagining things. Hehe, by the way I got another bubble tea!

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10th September 1979

Things just keep getting more corrupted I feel  unaware yet I'm completely aware of everything, I think...  didn't expect this to happen so fast. But as I said the other day: "it feels like I'm clipping out of existence for a second"  I didn't specify that there is a song that plays when it happens, I've heard it SO many times before its almost as if I had heard a gazillion times the second I was born. it sounds so clear yet its so confusing and muffled, nobody knows the lyrics, its like everybody knows that but not even the name.

February 1988

... I've been gone a while, but  I think I still have a long time before..      ITS TOO LATE...

 I'm trying to stay calm. but everyone is gone. What is happening? Someone please find this diary, and please guide me, I don't know whats going on! 

The noise.. its getting louder.... Help

May 1988

I'm trying to calm down.. but at this point I'm just scared... it just keeps getting louder.. AND LOUDER.  i really didn't think it was going to happen so fast, but I know for sure I have more time, I HAVE TO!

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... There is no point writing anything I have better things to do.

...I never thought this was possible. How old am I? Am I real? Am I doing wrong? So many questions... Well who cares at this point?! NOT ME! There is no one here, no one to read this, its just me, whoever or whatever I am is just stupidly venting in a book sitting here wasting my time like it matters!  just expecting something dumb to happen.

It's not like anyone can read this! Unless something dumb happens when I'm already dead and this stupid diary is in some dumb guys wardrobe or something.