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Chapter 1

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Dear Diary,
I'm Skylar, a very unusual and original name, sometimes people mock me cause of it, but honestly, I don't really care.
Today is the first day of school and i feel nervous until the tip of my fingers. No, not nervous, I'm TERRIFIED!
There are 3 causes for my paralyzation:
(1) Regina George, (2) Gretchen Wieners and (3) Karen Smith. Karen is extremely dumb, but Regina can manipulate her in ways only she can. Gretchen is like a, b*tch, one minute she hates me and a moment after she literally loves me.



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I just entered this enormous, scary thing (school) and I encounter my crush: this amazing, beautiful sight beyond my eyes.
Jase Abbot.
I would literally die for him. Yes, I think I would.
He expands my heart, he is the reason why I live, no words in the world can explain what I feel for him, I love him.
And when my eyelids blind my sight at night, when there's darkness above, below, around and inside me, I think. I think about everything, life, death. I think that it is inevitable that I am irrelevant. I am. If I die, no, when I die, the world would keep spinning. The waves would keep hitting the coast, people would keep dying, people would keep living, people would live for the first time.



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So, that's it, I'm irrelevant. I might as well die tomorrow.
Yes, I can see it almost perfectly in this cracked darkness.
But then.
I see Jase. I chicken up. I remember every single reason why there are reasons for my existence. Mom, Dad, Taylor, Jase...
I remember why I want to live.

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So, I am entering school and Regina, Karen and Gretchen come over. They are acting really nice, as if they liked me. As if they cared...
They tell me that Jase is having a party tonight and I need to be there. I don't really remember what happened next but somehow I'm in the train railway station with them. THEM!
It was instinct, I don't trust them but I breathe Jase.
Then, it starts: I knew there was a catch, there is ALWAYS a catch. It is inevitable!
So this is where my story unfolds...

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Chapter 2

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Dear Diary,
I am in a very weird condition: I am so confused, I miss mom, I miss dad, I miss Taylor, I miss Jase. I'm freaking scared right now.
I think I am a ghost.
And the bomb dropped...
This is so strange, people don't see me, people don't talk to me, I don't even know how the hell I can write.
I know what happened last night. There was no party.
I walk to school like in a normal day and I see Regina fake-crying to the principal. My mom and dad are there too. Taylor must be at home or at his school. He doesn't know about anything. No one does...

BOMB
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Regina is crying rivers, just like Gretchen and Karen.
I get closer and I hear them talking.
«I can't believe she killed herself, she had so much to live for! How could she be so dumb?!»
I can't believe that Regina has said that! She has nerve!
«I can't believe that she died with that beautiful shiny hair! It will be ruined in the grave!!!»
So that was Karen. Typical...
Gretchen was as white as snow, she looked like a ghost, and she's not even the ghost, I'm the ghost over here!


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WAIT, now I'm realizing something. What if they think I killed myself? Do they? Oh my god, this is crazy.
«Girls, there is nothing you could do. It is not your fault.»
It's my dad speaking now. He can't see me. His face is washed by tears and wrinkles. It's too much pain for him. Not knowing the truth.
I know for sure that I did not kill myself.
But I know nothing for sure...And suddenly I see Jase. He is coming over, running towards them. He can't see me either, but I know he felt something because I sure felt a spark of electricity among my bones.



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«You liars! Skylar did not kill herself! You did not know her as well as I did! She would not be able to commit suicide. You liars! Uughh!»
He screams wildly. Now I just wanna grab him and kiss him until my lips burst blood.
Regina looks fiercely at him, she wasn't crying or even feeling guilt for what she did. Her mascara was ruined, spilled over her cheeks like blood dripping from your veins.
My mom hasn't said anything yet but I watch her haunted face. Did I cause that? Did I?Jase is savage, his lagoon eyes melt my heart like butter in a microwave. My gosh, I love him.
His hands are strong, pointing aggressively to my demons. He knows.
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But not everything. Not yet.
«What are you insinuating, boy. Are you saying my daughter was murdered?»
His vague eyes, craved in nothingness, staring at the empty. My mom is still quiet but she looks already dead. Like me.
Jase's hair blows about, and his lips tremble a yes.
Regina's eyes quiver like a serpent. Gretchen and Karen are expression-less.
My dad explodes with anger, frustration erupting from him.
I feel a shiver crawling along my spine.
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My dad and mom walk away, they can't believe the truth, they get too perturbed by the possibility.
«You stupid!» Regina screams.
«I don't know who killed her, but I'll find out! Even if I die during my quest, I will for sure find out what happened that evening, nothing can stop me now! Not you, not your fake little friends, not anyone! And I will avenge her death.»
As Jase yells back from his void, deep insides. A vein outstands in his neck and I can see his rage. His love.
Regina calmed down. She's not yelling, she's acting like a psycho. Looking at Jase like she was about to kill him, with a mad, insane expression.
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«You don't know what happened. Maybe you killed her during your sleep.»
I watch as her calm unperturbed voice brings out the worse in Jase.
However, he controls his emotions.
Gretchen kind of smiles, and Karen smirks a little.
I can see his temper rising. But he runs.
The three of them start laughing like crazy. I burn in rage, but I follow Jase.
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Chapter 3

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Dear Diary,
I don't write in a few days, things have been so complicated that writing in my diary is not the first thing that occurs in my mind.
Everything in my life has turned around.
Everything changed.
I changed.
Since Jase stood up for me, I think that if I had the strength to face him during my living days, during my life, maybe he could be more than just a friend, maybe more than a crush, maybe my soulmate for life.

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I can no longer change that, I'm dead. I AM DEAD!
Saying that I'm dead is really weird. But I have to face reality. It is so strange, I still think that I'm about to wake up from a bad dream.
So, I was following Jase, as fast as my skinny, fragile legs could handle. He was running too, until he reached his house. He sat on the pavement, legs folded, wondering why his life has turned out this way. He was dribbling the basket ball, probably remembering me, my laughter, my way, the times we spent together. I sat too.





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Beside him, legs folded. I placed my hand in his knee, softly. Suddenly, his muscles contracted, his face twitched and I knew. He felt me. His eyes searched. They were thirsty for my aroma, my touch, my flavour, all the things he did not yet had the chance to discover. He searched.
So, I ran.
How could he possibly feel me?
I ran, and ran and ran and my instincts lead me to my street.

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There is my house. My history is based here.
Is it a stain? Will it be a blurred reminder? Will it be anightmare, or a dream?
I don't know. But I enter through the door (no, literally through the door; it was AWESOME!!!) and I see them.
And I cry.
My mom mumbles:
«Taylor, dear, go wash your teeth.»
«No.»
My dad joins too:
«Taylor...»
«No, I want to know what happened to Skylar! Tell me! Tell me!»
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His words hit me like someone has stabbed me 15 times. I feel void, I feel dead.
My mom is staring into the sofa, as if she is trying to spy on micro fibers or trying to comprehend how sofas are made. Her dispersion from everything scares me.
Silence falls around the house, a cracked, corrupted silence; betrayed by the barks of my dog, scrambling and running around, trying to catch his tail.
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Dad finally has the courage to speak.
«Skylar... Skylar is... In a better place. She'll... Visit us very often... She's having fun somewhere.»
I can hear his voice cracking in hesitation, and his face too.
But he is wrong. Fun is the only thing I am not feeling right now. And the fact that he does not know that makes me sad.
Mom remains silent, but Taylor shivers a bit.
«Don't worry... We will all reunite someday... She... She is still here with us...»



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This book is dedicated to...
the ones that are thinking of quitting

Created & published on StoryJumper™ ©2025 StoryJumper, Inc.
All rights reserved. Sources: storyjumper.com/attribution
Preview audio:
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Chapter 1

2
Dear Diary,
I'm Skylar, a very unusual and original name, sometimes people mock me cause of it, but honestly, I don't really care.
Today is the first day of school and i feel nervous until the tip of my fingers. No, not nervous, I'm TERRIFIED!
There are 3 causes for my paralyzation:
(1) Regina George, (2) Gretchen Wieners and (3) Karen Smith. Karen is extremely dumb, but Regina can manipulate her in ways only she can. Gretchen is like a, b*tch, one minute she hates me and a moment after she literally loves me.



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I just entered this enormous, scary thing (school) and I encounter my crush: this amazing, beautiful sight beyond my eyes.
Jase Abbot.
I would literally die for him. Yes, I think I would.
He expands my heart, he is the reason why I live, no words in the world can explain what I feel for him, I love him.
And when my eyelids blind my sight at night, when there's darkness above, below, around and inside me, I think. I think about everything, life, death. I think that it is inevitable that I am irrelevant. I am. If I die, no, when I die, the world would keep spinning. The waves would keep hitting the coast, people would keep dying, people would keep living, people would live for the first time.



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