To anyone who feels afraid

I'm just me. I'm the thing in your head that wants to pull back. To stop. To face back. To scream. To run away from your problems. You know you don't want to but you follow what I do. You run from what you arn't ready for. It's just me.

It's day. But for me all I see is dark fear. You walk, but all I walk is in the covers of blankness. You see new things, but all that is new for me is the darkness. Darker then midnight. You find an interest. You go forward but I want to pull back. You try your best to keep going but I stop you. Just be you! Just like me.

You try to peddle towards want you want. Stop! Don't move! Be you! The same you that hides! The same you that runs! The same you that screams, that pulls back that loses control! I rush with all my might for you to stop. You do. You give up. And walk away. You sit on a bench in silence. The world goes dark. Even though it's always dark for me. Me. Just me.

This isn't right. I feel the darkness pull me back. I stop. I stand. I am the reason that made you like this. The kind that hides. That runs. That screams. That loses control. You stand. you don't give up. 

Walk. Walk to what you want. You pull back. But it wasn't me that did it this time. It was you. Don't stop yet. You just started to open up. Show who you are.

You want to stop but I don't let you. You must continue. Walk towards your dream! Don't give up. Not yet. You stay there. You don't walk. You sit quietly. Don't stop! Continue on! You can do it! 

You don't move at all. You must go on! But you don't. I did this to you. It was my falt. Why did I never let you go on, and on. Why did I never let you show yourself. 

I should have let you do it.